I was exploring the sacred fair grounds one day.
And entered the ancient house.
The old house would rock back and forth,
enough to make me slide across the room.
I was on the top floor
I could feel the ground bend with each step.
There was a room with a crooked door.
In this room, there was a dip in the floor.
It seemed that gravity it self was slanted towards the dip.
The house began to rock violently and I slid into it.
But instead of falling though, the house rolled upside down.
The old house had countless stories and was over crowded with fair goers.
Yet, none were harmed as it crumbled beneath their feet.
&
The sun went down
Time now for horrible sould sucking anziety
Lonelyness ensues.
My heart bleeds
Feels like my soul implodes
this is my pergatory
Things that resemble intelligent life are illusion
I've gotten used to being on the verge of tears
Nothing gives in
the attack never stops
I look at my own face in horror
A punishment for my sins
Confused by how little I see.
I've had nightmears as a result of this
but I'm currently being treated for depression
somethingelse.........?
Death creaps where I look.
Knowing little of joy
how I envy the smileing
Their pain validates mine
The only thing I can stomach
Knowing little of
All my life, every time I had something
some one would come and just take it.
My parents would do nothing
Turn the other cheek, hoping that god would bless them.
I am not like my parents.
with a belife that god only helps those who help themselves.
If we are not willing to fight for what we have
that it was never truly ours.
through this
god will grants the power to rise against those who airm to harm us
This is why I fight.
the world ended, every one knew it
I knew my building would fall
I begged a buss driver to give me a ride home
So I could se with my won eyes their demises.
My heart blead for them and i paniced.
I fled in a car with my friends
I told him it wouldn't make it up the hill
and violently we tubled down.
I alone limped away
I looked to the natives for earths wisdom
they let me sample their lotion
I stepped in the food
they asked me to leave.
I was lost on a super highway.
Corpses littered the streets,
They littered the gutters,
They hung from billboards in clear orange plastac bags,
As the panicing parametics poked at them with long sticks.
.................what sick fuck...????
All murdured.
A beautiful yellow eyed, red haired man, ignored me.......
As he was slumped against the ballasts...........
We will never love....
It became dark in the superstore parkinglot...........We are alone...
We are not alone!!!
We are the property of our harvestors.
I screamed.
He shoved the pencil down my throught to silence me.
...heh....turned out to be a nice guy.
It is fut
I'm not a real person, I don't exist.
If you cut me I laugh.
If you hurt me it's funny.
To you, any way, I have no emotions.
I'M NOT REAL!!!!
I'm so easy to hate,
I'm so easy to hurt.
Hell, I hate and hurt my self more than you do.
There is nothing wrong with it, I deserve it.
I'M NOT REAL!!!!
Wouldn't it be funny if I died?
I can't handle shit, so I kill myself.
"Ha ha she is bleeding to death on the inside."
"What a joke she can't bleed."
I'M NOT REAL!!!
I'm not real, I can't cry.
Only real people can show emotion.
Only real people have people who love them.
Only feel bad for hurting real people
I'M NOT REAL!!!
Gather ar
I'm dieing on the inside.
My heart turns to black.
The pain is worse every second.
When will it finally end?
When will the pain explode?
When will the rot take over?
Too late to stop the pain?
Too late to stop its reign?
I cut myself to find control.
I kill myself when I lose it!
Pain too much to show.
Only one way to let it go!
So many differnt people.
All fighting for control.
Kill each other every moment.
Reincarnated every second.
Let the pain die.
Let the struggle stop!
Death is my only true freedom.
Death is my only peace.
How can they all just keep smiling?
They have no reason to smile.
How can they keep living?
With no reason to live?
Don't they understand they have no purpose?
Don't they get there sacrifice is in vain?
Every time they cry, there tears are soon forgotten.
And every thing they say has no meaning.
Yet some how they live with the hope.
To find a reason to live.
Looking for a treasure a million more seek.
And yet they all find the same.
A hope so high, it keeps them alive.
They need it to live, like the air we breath.
Avoiding the truth, like they avoid pain.
And block it out like a sad memory.
And eventually they forget the t
I was exploring the sacred fair grounds one day.
And entered the ancient house.
The old house would rock back and forth,
enough to make me slide across the room.
I was on the top floor
I could feel the ground bend with each step.
There was a room with a crooked door.
In this room, there was a dip in the floor.
It seemed that gravity it self was slanted towards the dip.
The house began to rock violently and I slid into it.
But instead of falling though, the house rolled upside down.
The old house had countless stories and was over crowded with fair goers.
Yet, none were harmed as it crumbled beneath their feet.
&
The sun went down
Time now for horrible sould sucking anziety
Lonelyness ensues.
My heart bleeds
Feels like my soul implodes
this is my pergatory
Things that resemble intelligent life are illusion
I've gotten used to being on the verge of tears
Nothing gives in
the attack never stops
I look at my own face in horror
A punishment for my sins
Confused by how little I see.
I've had nightmears as a result of this
but I'm currently being treated for depression
somethingelse.........?
Death creaps where I look.
Knowing little of joy
how I envy the smileing
Their pain validates mine
The only thing I can stomach
Knowing little of
All my life, every time I had something
some one would come and just take it.
My parents would do nothing
Turn the other cheek, hoping that god would bless them.
I am not like my parents.
with a belife that god only helps those who help themselves.
If we are not willing to fight for what we have
that it was never truly ours.
through this
god will grants the power to rise against those who airm to harm us
This is why I fight.
the world ended, every one knew it
I knew my building would fall
I begged a buss driver to give me a ride home
So I could se with my won eyes their demises.
My heart blead for them and i paniced.
I fled in a car with my friends
I told him it wouldn't make it up the hill
and violently we tubled down.
I alone limped away
I looked to the natives for earths wisdom
they let me sample their lotion
I stepped in the food
they asked me to leave.
How can they all just keep smiling?
They have no reason to smile.
How can they keep living?
With no reason to live?
Don't they understand they have no purpose?
Don't they get there sacrifice is in vain?
Every time they cry, there tears are soon forgotten.
And every thing they say has no meaning.
Yet some how they live with the hope.
To find a reason to live.
Looking for a treasure a million more seek.
And yet they all find the same.
A hope so high, it keeps them alive.
They need it to live, like the air we breath.
Avoiding the truth, like they avoid pain.
And block it out like a sad memory.
And eventually they forget the t
I'm dieing on the inside.
My heart turns to black.
The pain is worse every second.
When will it finally end?
When will the pain explode?
When will the rot take over?
Too late to stop the pain?
Too late to stop its reign?
I cut myself to find control.
I kill myself when I lose it!
Pain too much to show.
Only one way to let it go!
So many differnt people.
All fighting for control.
Kill each other every moment.
Reincarnated every second.
Let the pain die.
Let the struggle stop!
Death is my only true freedom.
Death is my only peace.
I'm not a real person, I don't exist.
If you cut me I laugh.
If you hurt me it's funny.
To you, any way, I have no emotions.
I'M NOT REAL!!!!
I'm so easy to hate,
I'm so easy to hurt.
Hell, I hate and hurt my self more than you do.
There is nothing wrong with it, I deserve it.
I'M NOT REAL!!!!
Wouldn't it be funny if I died?
I can't handle shit, so I kill myself.
"Ha ha she is bleeding to death on the inside."
"What a joke she can't bleed."
I'M NOT REAL!!!
I'm not real, I can't cry.
Only real people can show emotion.
Only real people have people who love them.
Only feel bad for hurting real people
I'M NOT REAL!!!
Gather ar
I was lost on a super highway.
Corpses littered the streets,
They littered the gutters,
They hung from billboards in clear orange plastac bags,
As the panicing parametics poked at them with long sticks.
.................what sick fuck...????
All murdured.
A beautiful yellow eyed, red haired man, ignored me.......
As he was slumped against the ballasts...........
We will never love....
It became dark in the superstore parkinglot...........We are alone...
We are not alone!!!
We are the property of our harvestors.
I screamed.
He shoved the pencil down my throught to silence me.
...heh....turned out to be a nice guy.
It is fut
Current Residence: The dark realm Favourite genre of music: Death metal MP3 player of choice: Ipod Favourite cartoon character: Butters(South Park) Personal Quote: Life sucks and than you die
You are not responsible for making other people happy -- you can only support them in their quest to find their own bliss. So don't buy a ticket for that guilt trip a friend or relative is trying to send you on! Don't react emotionally to this person's plight. Your compassion is admirable, but you can't let it force you to do things that you really don't think are healthy for you. Be a good friend by keeping yourself emotionally healthy and content.
My room mate, that I hate. Had a 10lb bag of candy.
My turn to give him a ride to work.
So we went to Canada.
I went to get my own candy.
But I got lost in the mall.
Politely the police asked him to be more neighborly.
Politely he agreed at gun point.
Decided to ditch my weed.
Remembered they didn't care.
I sat with a homeless boy in the most beautiful park.
I walked with a bag lady through the suburbs.